Well, we have another crazy week to add to the books.
Monday, I was super sick. I didn't feel good at all and i was waiting to see if i was going to be getting on an airplane, or staying in Springdale with my fave Sister Booms. I slept forever. When i woke up i said, "I feel like this is what depression feels like." Sister Booms said, "You look like i think depression feels like." It was so funny and brightened the mood and we just started laughing. That night Sister Shumway called and said, "Sister Ritter. I don't know how it is approved. I don't know how you are staying, but God loves you and He needs you here. Your surgery tomorrow is approved." phew.
Tuesday- Surgery #2. I had to get a picline in my arm. That was the worlds scariest thing on planet earth. It was super terrifying. The did a little thing on my arm and explained what they were going to be doing. When they said, "You will have an IV for 6 weeks and the tubing will run through your arm to your heart so you can get medicine throughout your body faster." I was soooo scared. And to make it worse, they kicked Sister Booms out of the room. She was such a mess. I was a mess. It was a horrible situation and we both cried the entire time. She finished and then decided to tell me i couldn't use crutches with a picline. So my left foot is bum and my right arm is bum. I have no idea what to do. We called Sister shumway and asked about a wheelchair. And we again got told that missionary medical wouldn't approve it. So back to square one. But then she called back later and said, "Sister Ritter, missionary medical loves you. They approved a wheelchair." I just keep recieving blessing upon blessing. So we went to get a wheelchair, but instead, we got a scooter. It is pretty sweet. (: I just have to make the most out of my situation i guess. (:
We also had a zone conference which i feel was just for me. It was all about becoming a Christ centered missionary. While i did learn a lot about becoming a better missionary, the thing i took away from it the most is that, i WILL be okay. I AM okay, and the Picline isn't a big deal. All is well.
I know that God gives us trials for a purpose. He gives us blessings and knowledge as we go through our deepest and hardest times. I have learned a lot and i still am not sure why i am having all these medical problems all at once, but i know i am still supposed to be a missionary or i wouldn't be here. The amount of miracles i have had are endless and i couldn't be more grateful. I love being a missionary and i CAN and WILL make it through this trial and any others that come until i finish my mission. I am so grateful for the gospel to help me through.
have a Great week!!!(:
Love,
Sister Ritter